The more I try and learn proper grammar, and storytelling. The more I feel it’s almost impossible for me. It is a hard thing to realize your dream, just might be, impossible to achieve.
I guess I have been living in denial this whole time. I just kept telling myself if I continue to write and try to learn basic grammar through videos and books, it would work out in the end… so far, I think I just might be too much to accomplish.
I wish the technical side of writing would come as natural to me as coming up with the stories has been.
I’ve finished my 98k word novel, and began the revising part, but now, it might find its way into the trash forever.
It just feels to daunting. I would give anything to go back and pay attention in school, instead of partying and ditching classes all the time.
I just hope my mind changes in the next few days.
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